14 days in bed – doing absolutely nothing. I decided the very first day itself that I shall give myself time to pause, self reflect, run through my thoughts and see if I was where I actually wanted to be in life.. *If I were to be honest, I wasn’t*
I have hidden dreams & desires buried in my heart. I wondered how in 57 years I could create my world in which I had no time for my own leisure. How come in all these years I could never sit for self reflection to change my path. I kept walking dead doing things that were expected out of me and that I was raised to do whether I liked doing half of them or not. I did them not because I wanted to, but because it was expected out of me.
There’s so much that needs change in me. I am aware of every bit of this. And I ask myself this question ” Can I create a balanced existence for myself?”..
There’s peace in my heart because there’s awareness. There’s silence in which I hear. I long to laugh wild. I want to take a giant leap. I don’t fear challenges.
It’s Possible. All I need is Courage.
– Bindu
